My Late Husband left me Cock in his Will.

Being a widow I missed having sex, I normally have to play with myself most nights but I do miss the sensation of a big cock pounding me hard.
My late husband and I always enjoyed a very passionate sex life, we normally tried to make sure we had sex at least four or five times a week.
You could say we both became sex addicts but at the page we were we made the most of it while our health allowed us to have sex that often.
I'm now in my late fifties and recently widowed, feeling at a loss when it comes to my sex life it's very hard to understand what I'm going through.
The lack of intimacy for me is something I can't seem to cope with.
Each time I go to bed now I have to try and have at least one orgasm so I can sleep, it can be very frustrating when you haven't got a partner anymore.
This went on for a few months after my husband died, I thought that was it, wasn't ever going to enjoy the feeling of having my pussy pounded by a hard cock.
Then out of the blue, my solicitor of twenty years contacted me.
He told me my husband's will was ready and he thought I needed to know what was in it.
The next day I arrived at his office and was duly led in to see him.
Sitting me down he said, “I've read this and there is something in it that I feel is very personal to you.”
“I can read the part about his estate but he gave instructions to give you this letter if and when he passed,” he said.
Opening the letter I started to read my late husband's words.
“My dear wife, ever since we met I knew from that moment you were the one for me, your infectious smile and amazing personality just attracted me to you, and we became miserable from that moment.”
“You have given me two wonderful children and made my whole life complete, but the one thing I knew you would not be able to cope with after my passing was the fact that you were not able to enjoy the very passionate intimacy we both enjoyed so much.”
“Our sex life was the most wonderful part of our lives that connected us together, each time we made love it was like our first time all over again.”
“The passion we both shared made us so complete that I knew when I passed that one part of your life would stop.”
“I needed to try and do something to try and help you cope with that part of your life as it is now.”
“Please understand what I'm about to say may come as a surprise as it's the only way I can make sure your sexual satisfaction is looked after now I'm gone.”
“You don't have to agree to anything but if you do then I promise that you will still be able to enjoy the sex you enjoyed while we were together.”
“Below is a list of names and contact numbers, the person all be it makes has agreed to look after your needs while I'm gone.”
“You only have to give them a call and just say my name and that will tell them that you have needs.”
“It might sound strange and you may think it's ridiculous but it's up to you if you find yourself as frustrated as I know you will be.”
“The men listed are all friends of mine and can be trusted to make sure you are looked after.
All my love John.”

I sat there absolutely shocked, even from beyond the grave he wanted to make sure my sex life would continue.
Reading the names I recognised all of them, I had met and spoken to them even invited them to my house but never thought they would agree to what he had asked them to do.
Then my solicitor looked at me saying” I've never seen this before, it's something I had to seriously think about as it would be me doing something that I might find I didn't like doing, your husband left instructions to each of the men on the list, each time they if they ever did anything suggested in the letter would receive a fee from his estate.”
“Only if they ever did what is suggested in the letter,” he said.
I looked at him saying “How much of a fee”.
“ that's down to you,”
“ What I decide how much they get depending on how they perform”
“ yes, that's about it,”
“ Christ this is mad,” I said.
Leaving the solicitor's office I made my way home.
That night I must have read the letter over and over just to try and make sense of it.
It did seem ridiculous that these men agreed to this and the fact I had to mark them on their performance so they would get paid.

The months passed and I decided to carry on with my life as it had now become, still, I pleasured myself each night and still, I used to get frustrated at my attempts to satisfy my own sexual needs.
Over the months I found it becoming harder and harder to keep alive what I needed to function, to fulfil my desires and to even reach orgasm like I used to.
Again that letter from my late husband and the list of names came to mind, I had to do something to ease this frustration I was feeling.
Reading through the names I thought “ I can't, it's not right”
Still, the thought of having sex again and with another man wasn't something that I would ever do.
The names on the list some recognised, and to be honest they were not bad looking from my recollections.
The one name that I did know was a local builder, who worked on our house, he was well-built and seemed to flirt with me while he was there.
I had to see if I could go through with it, so I rang his number, all I had to say was my late husband's name.
He answered my call and I just said, “ John Metcalfe”.
His reply wasn't what I expected” Yes June, not a problem what time suits you”.
Nervously I said tonight at 7, if that's okay”
“ that's fine with me see you then,” he said.
Later that day at 7 he knocked at my door, ushering him in we sat down to chat.
After about half an hour he turned to me saying, “ I know why you've called me and what you needed me to do, this is only if it's what you want, okay, no pressure but it's what John asked me to do and that's look after what you need, it will only happen if you agree to it and not before”.
“ yes I need it, but I'm very nervous that's all, I've only known John and only had sex with him so you can see why I'm nervous,”.
He reassured me he would only do what I asked of him which I felt I needed to hear, so taking his hand I led him to the spare room.
Closing the door he stood in front of me, still I was shaking at the prospect of allowing this man to have sex with me.
Then looking down I could see his bulge in his pants, it did seem a lot bigger than my late husband so I just said “Before we get down to it could I just see what I'm going to get if that's okay,”
“ not a problem,” he said as he dropped his pants, I couldn't believe what I was looking at, his cock looked huge and was also stood very erect and hard.
“ my god now that's a cock,” then somehow my nervousness seemed to vanish, I turned around and quickly removed my clothes.
Standing naked in front of this stranger I couldn't believe what I was about to do.
“ Can you just take it slow, it's been a while for me and you're the first cock I've had since John passed,”
He then undressed showing me his muscular body, his big hands guided me to the bed where he asked me to lie down.
His cock standing up ready and waiting to penetrate me for the first time, I let him lean towards me, I lifted my legs as I used to do for John and he slipped his body between my open legs.
His warm hands gently cupped my ample breasts and I allowed him to roll my hard nipples between his fingers, it felt surreal that another man wanted to pleasure me knowing it was being done for my benefit.
When I felt his cock touch my inner thighs, I was about to have this man's hard cock in my pussy, and I was about to panic, the thought of this man's incursion gave me doubts about what I was doing.
Looking up at him all I could say was” Please just take it steady,”
“it's ok I'm not going to rush, I promised John I would later you and that's what I'm going to do,”.
To be honest I nearly teared up when he mentioned Johns's name but I know he was doing this for me and my late husband.
“ I can stop if you want,” he said.
“ Christ no, I'm bloody naked in front of a man I don't really know and that cock is already hard so we might as well go for it,”. I replied.
With that he just gently kissed each nipple in turn, my low groan of approval from me seemed to signal him to make love to me.
For the first time in a long while, since John passed, my legs had never been open as far, that's when his cocks tip touch my pussy, and I gasped, as I felt his tip slowly part my pussy lips.
I could feel him slipping it down over my entrance then slide back up over my warm hot clit.
Arching my back I lifted my pussy up to meet his hard long shaft, letting it just sit between my legs as his caressing of my nipples just sent shivers through my body.
“ Jesus Christ that feels so good, I didn't realise how sensual nipple sucking can be,”.
“Remember I'm here to please you in any way I can,” he whispered.
“ you just carry on doing what you're doing,”.
With that his warm hands cupped again my breasts, giving them a gentle squeeze each time he ducked on each nipple.
All the while his hard cock just sat between my pussy lips, gently rubbing up and down over my entrance and my pulsing hard clit.
The stimulation was getting felt incredible, so sexual in how he was teasing my pussy at the same time my breasts felt as though they had his full attention.
Then the inevitable happened, his lifted off me for a split second as his tip, slid down my lips, finding the very wet opening he just pushed into me.
That was it, I gasped out loud at how it felt, another man's cock was about to reignite the passion kept locked up in my body.
“ is that ok” he said.
As I positioned myself to accept this long hard cock of his.
“ to right it's ok, I had forgotten what a man's cock felt like,”.
He then lifted my chest, and the first gentle push of his shaft just disappeared up inside me, he felt huge against my pussy wall as I began to stretch to accommodate this man's cock.
All I could do was groan out loud at him, for the first time in so long I was in heaven, I was feeling something I had missed, to be fucked and to enjoy myself under a man's body.
A few more pushes and he was fully inserted in my stretched opening.
I could now feel myself relaxed, saying” My god that feeling is so good, you are bigger than I thought, but Christ I needed this so much,”. I said.
Feeling his body now against me he just slid out a little, I again just gasped out loud as he slid back in.
Lifting himself he then held my ankles, looking up at his muscular body he smiled at me, saying,” OK you ready, “
All I could do was nod at him, the sensations I was feeling just felt so overwhelming I just couldn't speak.
He then slid halfway out of me then a gentle push back in slowing me each time to recover.
He held himself fully in each time so I could fully appreciate his long shaft.
My pussy was stretched to full capacity so I said “Slowly just take your time, I need to enjoy every inch of you,”. I said.
I just could be live this man was giving me his cock, it felt as though my whole life had waited for this moment.
Still groaning at him the moment came when I had to say,” My god just fuck my pussy, show me how a man can fuck a woman,”.
With that while still holding my ankles he started to fuck my pussy, each hard thrust causing me to grunt in time with his penetrating movements.
I could feel him deep in me, his cocks tip, feeling like it was so deep that I knew I was getting the whole full length.
My pussy lips wrapped around his shaft as he slid in and out of me, my oussy juices covering his cock which in turn seemed to help him slip in me with ease.
I was building to my first orgasm in a whole and his cock was about to tip me over the edge.
“ go harder,” I begged at him, his thrusting now increasing with each hard push my body then erupted, I very loud orgasmic grunt and groan signalling the fact I was cumming on this man's cock.
It felt incredible, my pussy clamped around him as I just let rip with my own orgasm.
He continued to thrust into me as I just let my body tense against him.
“ my god don't stop please don't stop,” I shouted.
“ his voice now changing as he said,” You ready, you want it all,”.
“ oh, I want it all just go for it, fuck the hell out of me,”
With that he rammed his cock in so deep he pushed me up the bed, I felt him then pumping his cum deep inside me.
The sensation of his hot cum filling my whole pussy was something I had missed so much.
We both just came together, his cock now softening as I took every drop he had to give me.
Falling Down onto my chest, I hugged him as my open legs wrapped themselves around his waste.
“ was that ok,” he asked.
“ ok how can you say that, it was bloody amazing, I came on your cock, that means so much to me, thank you,”.
“ no need to thank me thank John, he's the one who made this possible,”.
“ well it was wonderful,”. I said.
Lifting up he slid his cock out of my pussy, “We best get you a rptowel looking at that lot.”
“ Christ there's bloody loads of it,”. I said with a laugh.
“ I aim to please,” he said.
Cleaning up we both dressed and made our way downstairs.
“ according to the letter John left me there is a fee involved,” I said.
“ fee, how could I take a fee, to fuck I beautiful woman like you I'm not ever going to ask for anything okay, it was my pleasure,” he said.
Smiling at him he lent forward and kissed me on the forehead saying,
“ I'm just a phone call away okay, anytime you feel frustrated give me a call,”.
With that he left, that night I looked at the letter, crossing off his name, with a mark of ten out of ten.
Looking at the other names on the list, well that's another story, if you reading this and want to know more please feel free to comment below.