Because of my first true love

I was young, with my best friend and her boyfriend. He was just a little older but not old enough to buy liquor so he stole a bottle of really awful whiskey from his parents and a couple of beers to chase down the taste of the whiskey. Getting drunk lead to the heated end of her parents pool which lead to a game of very few truths and a whole lotta dares. My best friend was my first true love and a little while after we graduated from HS she was my first real girl friend and guys never meant that much to her so things were going a lot further than I had ever been before and they stopped playing and she just started sucking him in front of me. He kept trying to get me to kiss him which I tried not to do. Then tried getting me to play with her which I did but felt awkward about as he watched. She knew I felt weird so she grabbed me and shoved her tongue down my throat while pulling me down to him. She just kept giggling and then back to sucking. She told me to watch her and join in so I watched the way it moved in an out of her mouth and disappeared past her lips. She grabbed my hand and put in on her breasts trying to get me to loosen up but I just kept feeling like an idiot and afraid. Then she grabbed me by the back of my hair and just pushed me down. It was really nice once I got used to the feeling of it. I liked mostly how she kissed me with her tongue or how her lips would meet mine around his shaft and head. Next thing I knew she was no longer kissing me but his balls, and then moving around the rest of him until ditching me to sit on his face on the concrete patio around the pool. He wanted me to climb on him but there was no way. I was a virgin and I wasn't ready to lose it to this guy and I didn't imagine a drunken 3 way in her backyard being the place either so she shut him up by riding his mouth while I continued sucking.
It seemed like it was taking forever. I remember loving the feeling of power when he moaned or involuntarily thrust his hips to f my mouth (though it did gag me a bit)but I was worried it was taking so long because I thought all guys just came right away. Then all of a sudden without warning, he totally kept quiet so I wouldn't have time to pull away, he just began cumming in my mouth. I don't remember the awful experience of tasting very much. I think if I knew it was about to happen I'd have pulled away but most of it went straight down the back of my throat and I had a little bit on my tongue but it wasn't so bad.
About 20 minutes later he was passed out on the lawn chair spending most of that asking us to make out some more. After he passed out we kissed a little bit, played with each others breasts a little bit but she ended up being much more drunk than we realized or it caught up and I ended up spending the next couple of hours taking care of her while her boyfriend was zombified. It's kind of a good with the bad story.