I've Never Told This To Anyone...

I've kept this secret for all these years. Over twenty years I've been keeping it all inside. I feel like this is a safe space to confess my shame, confusion and the many thoughts that filled my head ever since that summer day so long ago.
I was very young, under age to say the least.
I was on my way home from my best friend's house. I was wearing my new dress that I got for my birthday. It was a sundress that tied at the shoulders, the top was elastic/stretchy and the bottom half was silky. It was a little too short because I was growing taller lately. I wore sandals with it.
Anyway, on the way home a bunch of older boys saw me and began to say stuff to me that was dirty and they were scaring me. One of them asked if I wanted to see his cock. I started running and just around the corner from my street, I tripped on the sidewalk and fell hard. My knee busted open, I really skinned my hands and stubbed my big toe too!
The house there on the corner belonged to Dr. Kinney, a grumpy man who was always yelling at me and my friends if we made too much noise etc.
He was in his yard and saw me go down.
I wanted to cry, it hurt so bad. He came over and reluctantly asked if I was ok. He saw blood running down my leg and asked if my parents were home to tend to my injuries.. I told him no. He took my hand and said to come inside and he would clean me up and check it out.
This was the first time he really ever spoke to me.
Dr. Kinney asked me, "You're Katie, right?"
I nodded and tearfully said "Yes"
He lifted me up on the kitchen counter and gathered the first aid kit. He grabbed a chair and say hi front of my legs.
He told me that he was gonna examine me to make sure nothing else was injured and began cleaning my cuts.
It stung really bad and I couldn't help but cry.
He acted annoyed at me. But he stopped all of a sudden and said, "Hold on Katie, I think I have something to comfort you."
He went in the other room and came back with a Kitty and said, Here you go, this is Flopsy."
It really helped calm me down!
I hadn't noticed before, but Dr. Kinney was looking up my dress!
I got so embarrassed because I had peed as little bit when they scared me. My panties were wet.
This is right when he mentioned it to me too! Oh no!
He matter of factly commented, "It seems like you had a little accident." Don't be embarrassed about it. How about we put them in the washer." He pulled them off and now he could see my bare private parts!
Why was I beginning to quiver?