Fancied my Neighbor

My crazy neighbor 55 went off to attend January sixth and didn't get there. On his way there he crashed his car, hadn't even got out of our state. Of course it was someone else fault, even those it was a single vehicle accident, the fact he was three times over the legal limit wasn't his problem, the state troopers said it was. So, instead of storming the capital he was in jail sobering up. I (divorced then 43) thought very funny when I heard and would tell him so on him getting home months later. The judge sent him on an alcohol program which he had to complete before he was let go. In his absence I became friendly with his quiet wife 46, mainly as she couldn't drive, and the supermarket was 8miles away. She didn't speak much especially when her husband was home. But as we knew each other (more or less) it was easier for her to talk to me than the other neighbors. Nothing sexual happened between us during his absence, but I was attracted to her. Any way his return would brief as he got very agitated of over just about anything. With him drinking heavily and smoking like a smokestack at power station his 2 main vices his words, he had a heart attack. It was massive and he died before help could arrive. I'd just gotten a promotion and was selling my home to move interstate, my now widowed neighbor used up what cash reserves they'd had. Knowing I was moving she asked could she travel with me to start anew. She put her home up for sale to finance her new life. They had no children, I'd 2 who lived with mother, and I rarely see them. I said OKAY you can come with me after his funeral we left houses not yet sold but were close to selling. I was in the process of buying a new home close to my new workplace, we arrived and stayed in a motel for few days. Till my new home transferred and we shared the same room, and I made a move on her. She was a little reluctant at first, but it soon passed, and we became lovers. She moved in with me and shared my bed and still does. After a year we married, and she doesn't mind my vices and helps me with my main vice (sex), I do drink but not excess like her late husband and have never smoked. She always willing to get me off somehow by either straight sex, oral or masturbating me. Depending upon her actual capability at the time. She has had some surgery that limited intercourse for a time as well as dental work. She is a great wife, and I can tell by how she comes to bed what sex she is willing to provide. Panties on no intercourse, with mouth guard no oral.